April 6, 2010. Trust can be an issue with you.  There is a whole line of people over the years who have violated your confidence in them.  A most important foundation stone in your character is eroded and damaged.  This must be repaired. There is a thing called basic trust that is found before a child is weaned from his mother's breast.  You received all that.  And then when you were born again, becoming a brand new being, you were given a new spirit man inside.  Jesus is your trust.  Though He was betrayed, He kept on trusting His Father to love through Him those who broke trusts.  Put all your trust in Jesus and your trust will be in His hands.
Psalms 22:9 (NASB) "Yet You are He who brought me forth from the womb; You made me trust when upon my mother's breasts."  Ras Robinson

April 6, 2010.  Something new was expressed and you began feeling uncomfortable. The more you knew about the project the more you knew you didn't like it.  You didn't know how to approach your authorities, because it appeared to everyone else to be a good thing.  Past times when you were controlled and manipulated began to surface in your mind.  You were not sure what to do.  When further discussions occurred anger arose in you and you blew your top.  Such actions are detrimental to you and others.  I have good and right solutions in the way to handle such things.  Seek Me before you answer.  Your relationships and work will not be hindered.
Psalms 4:4-5 (NLT)  "Don't sin by letting anger control you.  Think about it overnight and remain silent.  Offer sacrifices in the right spirit, and trust the Lord.  Bev Robinson